lead with your head not your heart

There’s a point in your life when you know who stays forever and who’s just around for a while. People change, but so do you. Sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst. Bad things happen, to everyone. You’re not in it alone. People lie, and some people just don’t care how you feel. Your heart beats, no matter how much pain you’re in. Everything will be okay, eventually. Give it all you’ve got, and live your life to the fullest. People would kill to be you, have what you have, someone always has it worse off than you, but that doesn’t mean your pain doesn’t count. And with that said this is my theory, maybe there isn't any such things as good friends or bad friends, maybe there are just friends, people who stand by you when you're hurt and help you feel not so lonely. Maybe they're always worth being scared for, and hoping for, and living for, maybe worth dying for too, if thats what has to be. No good friends, no bad friends, only people who you want and need to be with you, people who build their houses in your heart.

my new blogging life

Well, this is my first attempt at blogging, it is going to be my venting/thinking/idea-making place. I don't know how else to start other than to just start talking about my life. So, without further delaying, here I go...

I just turned 21 and am enjoying being of "age" very much. I enjoy classical music, long walks on the beach, and the finer things in life... haha ok, not so much classical music but the other two I don't mind! I sorta feel like I am writing a personal ad for myself! I do however enjoy shopping (when I actually have money), cooking, (again when I have money to fill my pantry with food to actually do the cooking). I try to stay active and work out at least 3 or 4 times a week, running and I currently have a love/hate relationship! I am obsessed with anything Paris and Zebra print and tattoos. I love photography although I am not a very good photographer myself. My favorite TV shows are The Ellen Show and Gossip Girl! I currently live with my amazing boyfriend and another great couple. We have a beautiful two bedroom apartment and two dogs. I work for a super busy Real Estate company which can be very draining at time but also rewarding! My family, which consists of my Dad, Mom and two little brothers, AJ is 12 and Noah is 11. They Just recently moved to Redding, CA and decided to orphan me! No no, I really didn't want to go. Just not my scene right now. I miss them terribly, I don't go a day without talking to my Momma at least twice! They are so happy down there and that makes me happy :) I am a pretty laid back person with a lot to be thankful for in my life so I need to learn to not take it for granted so much!

My boyfriends name is Jarrod and funny story we met on the wonderful Facebook. We have a lot of mutual friends but never had actually met. But am I so happy and thankful we did! Even though he bugs the crap outta me sometimes those little imperfections is what makes him him and why I love him so very much! Our goal is to become more financially stable here in the next couple of years and buy a house together! I cant wait to see what the future holds for us!

My dogs name is Fudge and he is so funny looking he comes right back around to cute! He recently decided to go on a little adventure over the weekend but is now found and safe and sound back home. Unfortunately he did pick up a little bug while out so we went to the vet this morning and are hopefully good to go now! Other than being a little escape artist all of sudden, he is an awesome dog that I love dearly and would be devastated if any thing happened to him again!

My roommates names are Ashlie and Shane. They are good people and I could have asked for two better roommates. They have a dog named Shea who Ashlie thinks is the prettiest thing to ever walk to planet, she's alright but now my dog, now he's pretty!! HAHA! Just kidding Ash! She is pretty darn cute and diffidently knows it! All four of us enjoy just kicking back and having a few drinks here and there, eating dinner at a "family", or just hangin out watching good 'ol American Idol! Recently we all have gotten really into playing poker, so fun!

Well that's pretty much my life in a nut shell right now! And thats all can think of for now. I look forward to writing about my life's ups and downs and sharing them with the world.

So until next time,

xoxo

:)